I was saying my goodbyes to my sweet little girl as she prepared to catch her flight to the wedding destination, where we’d be reunited in just a couple of days. She hugged me extra tight, told me how excited she was, and assured me she would miss me until I saw her again. I told her I loved her and couldn’t wait to officially be her stepmom – before we knew it, we’d officially be a family! She pulled back from our embrace, looked up to me with those big beautiful blue eyes and heartwarming grin and said, “After the wedding, can I call you ‘Mom?'”
Be still, my heart.
My stepdaughter wants to call me “Mom.” I must be doing something right, right?
She and I are as close as stepmom and daughter can possibly be. But it’s still completely out of the question. Out of respect for her mom, I’d never allow such an extraordinary breech of Amanda’s trust in me with her daughter.
I am not my stepdaughter’s mom. I will never be her mom.
Meet: Mama K
A stepmother’s role is to supplement, never to replace.
It’s easy for a stepmother to nurture her children. It’s in our DNA; women are comforters and fixers by nature. It’s perfectly okay to fall into a maternal role when your stepchildren are in your home. Snuggle up, give bedtime kisses, and share advice as only a parent can do.
But do not allow yourself or your child to think you’ll ever be a replacement. You are an extra parent, a bonus mom. You get to help with all of the fun stuff, experience all of the not-so-fun stuff, and everything in between. But you are not and never will be the child’s birth mom.
It’s not okay to allow a child to blur those lines. Though a stepmother’s role may fall in a gray area depending on custody arrangements, the child’s age and comfort level, and involvement in the child’s daily life, there are still very distinct lines that should never be crossed. Having your stepchild call you “Mom” isn’t a gray area. It definitely crosses a line.
Divorce is confusing enough for children. Try to imagine how much more complicated it becomes when you add stepparents to the mix.
Now Daddy is spending time with another woman. Why don’t I get all of his time? Why don’t I get to see Mommy and Daddy both all of the time like I used to? They should be married and live together again. Also, my stepmom smells funny, not like Mommy does. My stepmom doesn’t make the same dinners Mom does. Daddy laughs at her jokes, even when they’re not funny. He tells me to be nice and respect her. She tucks me into bed and says prayers with me like Mommy and Daddy used to do together. Why does she get to sleep in Daddy’s bed but I don’t? I like sleepovers.
You really think that’s an appropriate time to tell them they have two moms? Heck no, techno.
Let them be little, please.
I understand that you think you deserve the title. You’re a rockstar mom supplement, but you’re still not Mom. I understand that you bust your butt for little appreciation or recognition. You are a warrior, but you’re still not Mom. I completely 100% understand if she wants to call you “Mom” because you’re so influential in her life, but you’re still not Mom. It’s not about you. It’s about the child. Don’t make things more difficult on her as she tries to grow up and learn how to navigate a world between two homes and four parents.
Love them so much it hurts
Love your stepchildren so much it hurts: hurts to be away from them, hurts to know you’re not their #1, hurts to think you could ever lose them.
A stepparent is one of the most misunderstood, underappreciated roles in the world. Don’t expect a child to understand what you do, how you feel, or what your role is. Fully grown adults can’t even understand or give you the recognition or appreciation you want. Having the children call you “Mom” isn’t going to change that. It’s only going to confuse the children and hurt their mom.
Take one for the team. Find a new name, like “Mama K” or “Bonus Mom.”
Keep killing it out there, Mama.
PS: Want to read about more of the harsh realities of stepparenting? I think you could probably relate.